Wait, does letting her guard down mean all kinds of people can see how screwed up she is now? Have they been talking about her? Who's this "we" he's talking about?
...crap. He's right. Sort of.
She's going to be quiet for a while, letting him steer her wherever he wants to go while she thinks.
"I think it's because it hasn't happened yet. When it does I'll be. I'll probably." She sighs. How the fuck can she begin to imagine how she'll handle something on this scale? "That's when I'm going to need people to make sure I get up and eat and go outside sometimes. But everyone grieves in their own time and... it's not helpful when you make me feel like I'm doing it wrong. I know it's not going to be like this forever. I just said that. And I know I'm bad at talking about these things. So when I manage to, please listen."
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Date: 2015-10-09 09:30 pm (UTC)...crap. He's right. Sort of.
She's going to be quiet for a while, letting him steer her wherever he wants to go while she thinks.
"I think it's because it hasn't happened yet. When it does I'll be. I'll probably." She sighs. How the fuck can she begin to imagine how she'll handle something on this scale? "That's when I'm going to need people to make sure I get up and eat and go outside sometimes. But everyone grieves in their own time and... it's not helpful when you make me feel like I'm doing it wrong. I know it's not going to be like this forever. I just said that. And I know I'm bad at talking about these things. So when I manage to, please listen."