"I'm not saying you're grieving wrong." Katsuya doesn't change his tone, nor does he change their destination yet. "I'm explaining why I've been loathe to push you. You tell me to insist on you doing thins when I listen, and when I insist, you tell me to listen."

No laughing, no edge to his voice. Just plainly explaining.

"All I want to do is do whatever will be best for you. I'm afraid I may make the wrong choice sometimes, or be unsure as to what to do. but I'll keep trying. it's the least I can do for you. I'll be here.'